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[Nov. 13th, 2006|08:41 pm] |
holidays are fun!! kenneth makes the BEST crepes ever. not a big fan of the egg ones, but the ricotti crepes with flambe-y-ed bananas and butterscotch was AWESOME!! and not to mention fattening... but AWESOME!! sigh. i really can't get started on my holiday homework. all i've done are like 3 essay outlines and 1 compre. trudging through great expectations, and i don't even wanna look at math. so dreary.
just went for my first ogl meeting thingie, the storyline is hilarious. corny and lame and all that, what's new right? can't wait to do up the video, it was my fave part of orientation 06'. going to ktv with yongzhi and the new lovebirds cheng and tits this fri after band prac... can't wait!! it's like my first time. i think. or ever since i grew out of those days singing with my parents' pcm group. ktv noob!! i wanna go shopping at the salvation army too. cheap stuff, for a good cause too. just have to find something that's my size... and put the idea of wearing some stranger's clothes out of my mind. i remember i chanced upon a really pretty pair of shoes (MY SIZE!!) last time i went for only $8!!! i was ecstatic. can't wait can't wait CAN'T WAIT!!! |
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[Nov. 6th, 2006|09:21 pm] |
can't seem to get started on holiday homework. sigh. 49 chapters of great expectations and the entire book + dictionary of the clockwork orange to read, the usual collection of GP articles, 3 GP essay outlines, 2 GP compres, the WHOLE of the right word, a GP essay or two, depending on how much i want the $450 (not say i can get it in the first place... with ppl like sam leong around. born writers.), math tutorials 19 and 20, learning up differential equations online, finding my pet protein and researching on like perhaps 30 others, PW OP tmr!!! ggahhhh. why can't holidays BE holidays... |
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| blanche |
[Oct. 23rd, 2006|09:15 pm] |
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results back. aaabd. praise God i scraped an A for chemistry!! it's truly by His grace and His grace alone. i would never have managed to do that on my own, having broken down a short while before entering the exam hall. a big thank you to guo xi (my chem classmate), kenneth (my beloved), and dear ole maggie for being there for me and comforting me. dont know what i would do without you guys. LOVE YOU!!
feeling rather blahhhh now. for reasons i can't explain. or maybe i can, i just won't. blahhh. |
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| Nestum! |
[Oct. 17th, 2006|01:39 am] |
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I skipped school today. it's the time of the month, and i'm paralysed. i don't know why, it didn't use to be like this. but i don't think i should speak of such personal issues on the net... haven't written in in a long while, that's cause i was really really really really really busy with exams, and right after preparing for my concert. just a little publicity, it's a fund-raising concert in aid of Boys' Town Singapore titled "Esperanza". it is in the form of a band competition where 6 bands from all over Singapore will be competing for cash prizes. the results are determined 50% by judges and 50% by audiences' votes, so if you know any of your friends who are coming down to perform, be sure to buy tickets to show your support! it's gonna be held on the 28th of October 7.30pm and Methodist Girls' School Auditorium, free seating. doors open at 7pm, tickets going at $10 each.
well there's lots left to be done, just got through the tech run hurdle, stressful, not because of the running around but because we're pretty unprepared. then there's the darned pw to think about. ugh. if one day i make it to a high position in MOE (which i highly doubt), i'm going to scrap it from the syllabus. yea it has good intentions and ambitions, but come on, at our level it's just a time-wasting project to which no creativity or self-expression is allowed should one wish to do well. everything by the book, everything to be checklisted, everything to be in the order that they demand it to be. sigh...
I WANT SEASON TWO OF PRISON BREAK NOW!! |
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| PROMOS |
[Sep. 21st, 2006|05:57 pm] |
my head hurts. like crazy. it's such a thursday thing.. it must be the sequence of chem prac, lit in a stifling classroom without aircon, and pw that triggers it off. almost every thurs it seems to hit me. urgh. i've started revision, i'm just praying that i will be able to cover everything by the time promos arrive. i do want to believe that all things will work for those that believe in Him, yet i don't want to get complacent. i have no chance too, if not promos are really going down the drain. okay. gotta hit my books again..
jesus, all for jesus
all i am and have
and ever hope to be
all of my ambitions hopes and plans
i surrender these into your hands
for it's only in Your will that i am free
for it's only in Your will that i am free
jesus, all for jesus
all i am and have
and ever hope to be |
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| down down down.. |
[Sep. 18th, 2006|09:08 pm] |
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i've been feeling rather down lately. not sure whether it's solely due to the time of the month again but.. i dunno. maybe work IS getting to me. i still haven't started studying for promos. i'm so so so dead, since it's only 10 days away. i don't have enough time but.. hey you know nothing is impossible with God. He will sustain me though i cannot. sigh, there's so much to do and so little time. i'm trying to stall so i don't have to get to pw wr and bio essay qns. i really wanna get accepted for H3 proteomics!! it sounds a tad overwhelming, but interesting nonetheless, especially when bio is my 'strongest' subject which i take most interest in. crap. k time to go study. ugh.. |
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| Holidays are over... |
[Sep. 11th, 2006|09:21 pm] |
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It's a really sad thing. although i knew it was going to happen, i didn't expect it to go THAT quickly.. i really didn't do much. spent most of my time playing loser games like bejewelled 2 (on second thought, it's really quite fun) and not doing my work. i mean i didn't even complete my holiday assignments for crying out loud, let alone start on revision for promos.
well i really enjoyed YMLC. as reverend samuel lee said, it's the pure joy of the "away from life" feeling. my smiley is also alive in a basket in my room. he's sooooooooo cute. oh my. i miss ymlc. i wanna go back. but then again i think i wouldn't be able to live with that sort of lifestlye. a little of spiritual saturation by the third day. i guess the time duration was great. I WANNA GO-KART. without the puddles of water though. it was d-i-s-g-u-s-t-i-n-g. all the mud and grime splashing on you as you zip over them. well i wasn't exactly zipping. more like crawling at 5km/hr or something. can't blame me, all i have driven are arcade cars (like.. 8 years ago) and reiner's tuscanny 20m down a straight road -- squealing non-stop. can't wait to drive!! |
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| i'm feeling down |
[Aug. 31st, 2006|09:43 pm] |
this week has been pretty tough. and i'm not talking about the work. well, school is manageable, but then again i haven't started for promos so i can't say much. i really don't know where to start. from the beginning? hmm. hope i'll get down to it soon. a month left only i think. or less. yup. less. AAHHHH. yea well things haven't been going too well between the both of us. besides arguments of morality and what not.. i don't know why this dry season is lasting so long. or why we're getting on each others nerves so often. not like anything new is happening, besides them. but.. aiya. i just wish it'd go away and things could return to how they used to be. it's getting so very tiring. i don't know what to say or how to say it sometimes. and i feel so alone too. because.. i've given up everything. almost. to you know, spend time with him and when he's not there... i contemplate whether it was all worth it.
it's hard not to get jealous. but then again i don't think it's jealousy. not like it is a competition either.. as much as i pity sean and whatever he's going through, i think i can identify with mad. i think it's just the feeling of wanting to feel wanted that leads to overprotection. though it is fault on our part that we get a little too restrictive, i think they should look at things from our point of view more often too. not say they don't understand, but it's a fact that girls see things much differently. it's not so much of the big stuff that counts, it's the eenie weenie things in life that show you they love you. and that is magnified in our eyes. sigh.. i know life is still beautiful. but sometimes its hard to keep believing it is.. |
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| good ole fridays |
[Aug. 18th, 2006|03:37 pm] |
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i'm not used to coming home so early.. mom noticed it too. this past week i've been reaching home not long after school ends. which is pretty weird.. i harly stay home. for the obvious reason that there's not much to do but sleep, eat, or work. yea sorry i don't prac my drums much. just no motivation too. i mean.. i love music and all, i do want to improve, perhaps the desire is not so strong yet. or maybe it's just plain apathy, that i can't be bothered. no no no i can't be like that. that's bad. i'll stagnate. but then again what's new huh? haven't improved much over the past 5 years anyway...
so many probs are cropping up with Esperanza. kinda gets on my nerves sometimes but i guess this will prepare me with more patience for when i enter the working world. i doubt things are going to get anymore efficient unless i'm surrounded by lou's or maggie's. PRAISE GOD MAGGIE FOUND MIN'S CAMERA AND PRIASE GOD I DIDN'T DO AS BADLY FOR MY MATH TEST AS I EXPECTED!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... God is soooooo GOOD!! i can't wait for ymlc. hmmm.. i should be working now. gp package is calling "read me... read me..." i find them quite interesting actually. pity my resource file is collecting dust. its funny how in jc nobody seems quite to care about stuff like that. but i can't bear not doing it. it makes me feel awfully uncomfortable. i hope someday i'll get used to it, or maybe not. argh i dunno!!
yay going to play tennis later... |
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[Aug. 17th, 2006|08:09 pm] |
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ooo.. this looks interesting. i'm doing this just so your entries won't escape my prowling!! and i guess this does look a little more user-friendly as compared to diaryland and stuff. and a lot more convenient. pity i doubt i'll update much. was never in the habit of doing so. yay tmr is friday!!
gosh there's so much work to do... i hope twohill stays in this week. i hope he makes it to top 3 at least. that'll be pretty cool. my electric toothbrush still doesn't work. sigh.. time for vitamins!! |
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